Withering
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Monday, April 26, 2010,4:43 PM
All i ever wanted is you! YOU! ♥

Since my friend ask me to update something here, i`ll update now.. But i`ll never wanna post this up.. I just can`t find a place for me to wreak my feeling out! I don`t even wanna tell this to my friends.. It`s hard to do so you know.. And yes.. i put on my “fake smile” to school today..

I`m down since yesterday.. My mum told me my grandpa is gonna have operation after 2 weeks.. well.. of cause it`s just a ordinary operation.. But the thing is my grandpa have high blood pressure, high cholesterol and a bit of diabetes which makes me feel worried.. I don`t want anything to happen to my grandpa.. *touch wood* I really love him very much!! And he`s going to come to visit me this coming school term break holidays.. I swear i`m gonna take lots of with him!!! *tears rolled down my cheek*

Plus today assembly there`s a slide show about appreciate those days we could spend with our family.. ow!!! This thing make me feel even worse!! My tears started to rolled down again!=(

I feel so tired today.. Maybe i really did not get enough sleep last night.. Insomnia.. Of cause i did not did really well with my bio test today since i did not study the whole day yesterday.. and of course.. we have PE test today.. well.. same as every year, i got 1 mark for my 铅球.. =.=