Saturday, April 09, 2011,12:01 PM
Back To December
I'm so glad you made time to see me How's life? Tell me, how's your family? I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever We small talk, work and the weather Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me Is still burned in the back of your mind You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and make it alright I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping Staying up, playing back myself leaving When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days When fear crept into my mind You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile So good to me, so right And how you held me in your arms that September night The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking Probably mindless dreaming But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and make it alright I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind I go back to December all the time, all the time
11:41 AM
And the reason is YOU
I`m sick! and yeah, i did not go to school today!! I`m not allowed to step out of this house for the whole day.. But i feel better right now..
I started to have flu on thursday night.. I went to school on fri and have lesson for the first and second periods.. i went to the health center to sleep during the third and fourth periods.. and i thought it will be better but it did not!!!! Chu and Vicky ask me to go home to have some rest, at first i was bit confused whether i should or not.. But for some reasons, yeah i went home..
Thanks chu for accompany and helping me this and that.. because of me you did not take your lunch.. I`m so sorry.. =S Aw.. ILY. <3
Monday, April 04, 2011,11:00 PM
You`re back and i cried!
Actually i had a feeling that you`re coming back today.. But i did not know what you will show up that fast in front of me, i thought you will come and pay a visit after 1 or 2 days! when i was walking out of my class and suddenly "BOH!".. My mind really went blank!!!! And my tears started to roll down when the moment we hugged each other!! T.T DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU???!
We had supper at ren ai just now for like 1 hour.. It have been almost 3 months before our last sisters`s gathering!! But someone was absent.. Only if that someone is here it would be prefect!!!
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Bonjour. My name's ying ying and i'm 17, going 18. 9th May is my birthday.
I'm just another somebody. I'm extremely fond of chocolates and pizza.
I heart simplicity and i've a passion for soft colours- purple, pink, white. I swear my deep love for KIM HYUN JOONG & PINK HOUSE`11. I'm pretty quiet, except that when i'm really *high*, i can get reallyreallyreally wild. I believe in miracles, alright, and hell yes i love my pretty and awesome friends.
I like: Kpop/Chinese/English Music. Personal faves inlude Taylor Swift + 倪安東 + Kim Hyun Joong. ♥ K-dramas consisting of Princess Hours, Boys Over Flowers, Playful Kiss.
I'm learning two things i've considered most important in my life: To love, and not to hate. So love you if you love me(:
I ain't perfect but I'm unique, live with it.
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Saturday, April 09, 2011,12:01 PM
Back To December
I'm so glad you made time to see me How's life? Tell me, how's your family? I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever We small talk, work and the weather Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me Is still burned in the back of your mind You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and make it alright I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping Staying up, playing back myself leaving When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days When fear crept into my mind You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile So good to me, so right And how you held me in your arms that September night The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking Probably mindless dreaming But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine I go back to December, turn around and make it alright I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind I go back to December all the time, all the time
11:41 AM
And the reason is YOU
I`m sick! and yeah, i did not go to school today!! I`m not allowed to step out of this house for the whole day.. But i feel better right now..
I started to have flu on thursday night.. I went to school on fri and have lesson for the first and second periods.. i went to the health center to sleep during the third and fourth periods.. and i thought it will be better but it did not!!!! Chu and Vicky ask me to go home to have some rest, at first i was bit confused whether i should or not.. But for some reasons, yeah i went home..
Thanks chu for accompany and helping me this and that.. because of me you did not take your lunch.. I`m so sorry.. =S Aw.. ILY. <3
Monday, April 04, 2011,11:00 PM
You`re back and i cried!
Actually i had a feeling that you`re coming back today.. But i did not know what you will show up that fast in front of me, i thought you will come and pay a visit after 1 or 2 days! when i was walking out of my class and suddenly "BOH!".. My mind really went blank!!!! And my tears started to roll down when the moment we hugged each other!! T.T DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU???!
We had supper at ren ai just now for like 1 hour.. It have been almost 3 months before our last sisters`s gathering!! But someone was absent.. Only if that someone is here it would be prefect!!!
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