Withering
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Saturday, April 09, 2011,12:01 PM
Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time




11:41 AM
And the reason is YOU

I`m sick! and yeah, i did not go to school today!! I`m not allowed to step out of this house for the whole day.. But i feel better right now..

I started to have flu on thursday night.. I went to school on fri and have lesson for the first and second periods.. i went to the health center to sleep during the third and fourth periods.. and i thought it will be better but it did not!!!! Chu and Vicky ask me to go home to have some rest, at first i was bit confused whether i should or not.. But for some reasons, yeah i went home..

Thanks chu for accompany and helping me this and that.. because of me you did not take your lunch.. I`m so sorry.. =S Aw.. ILY. <3


Monday, April 04, 2011,11:00 PM
You`re back and i cried!

Actually i had a feeling that you`re coming back today.. But i did not know what you will show up that fast in front of me, i thought you will come and pay a visit after 1 or 2 days! when i was walking out of my class and suddenly "BOH!".. My mind really went blank!!!! And my tears started to roll down when the moment we hugged each other!! T.T DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU???!

We had supper at ren ai just now for like 1 hour.. It have been almost 3 months before our last sisters`s gathering!! But someone was absent.. Only if that someone is here it would be prefect!!!