Saturday, April 09, 2011,12:01 PM
Back To December
I'm so glad you made time to see me How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
11:41 AM
And the reason is YOU
I`m sick! and yeah, i did not go to school today!! I`m not allowed to step out of this house for the whole day.. But i feel better right now..
I started to have flu on thursday night.. I went to school on fri and have lesson for the first and second periods.. i went to the health center to sleep during the third and fourth periods.. and i thought it will be better but it did not!!!! Chu and Vicky ask me to go home to have some rest, at first i was bit confused whether i should or not.. But for some reasons, yeah i went home..
Thanks chu for accompany and helping me this and that.. because of me you did not take your lunch.. I`m so sorry.. =S Aw.. ILY. <3
Monday, April 04, 2011,11:00 PM
You`re back and i cried!
Actually i had a feeling that you`re coming back today.. But i did not know what you will show up that fast in front of me, i thought you will come and pay a visit after 1 or 2 days! when i was walking out of my class and suddenly "BOH!".. My mind really went blank!!!! And my tears started to roll down when the moment we hugged each other!! T.T DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU???!
We had supper at ren ai just now for like 1 hour.. It have been almost 3 months before our last sisters`s gathering!! But someone was absent.. Only if that someone is here it would be prefect!!!
Friday, March 25, 2011,10:56 PM
For the first time
Had 1st club meeting today! Wohoo.. What can i say.. I feel so fresh!!! Yup.. i changed my club from handicraft to self-discovery club..
Some of you must be curious why.. To tell you the truth, I`m bored of my previous club already.. Those project that they give to us are almost repeating every year.. And when i check the name list of handicraft club, only about 65 people are still in that club and i remembered last year there were about 80 people, which means around 15 to 20 people left the club.. including me.. =)
Oh well.. I like my new club, not to say love.. HAHAHAHA! i can feel how fun it could be during tshung tsin night at the back stage! hm.. maybe because i`m new!!
Can`t wait for this coming sunday! Going to Sutera with Jovie, Natalie, James, Ong, Elsa, Vicky and Angela!! We are going to play badminton! Something must be wrong with me, i have been unexpectedly active this few days!!!
Oh ya, SPM result just came out few days ago, i got 6As which i don`t know what kind of feeling i should have.. Happy? I don`t think so.. i feel so down when i saw a B+ for my A.Maths! If only i checked my paper properly, i would not missed out 4 questions.. but fine, it`s over already.. SPM is useless to me already.. Need to focus on UEC!! Aiming for at least A2 for my chem and bio!!! I wanna get scholarship!!! I wanna get into University of Otago!!!! PHARMACY!!
Tuesday, February 08, 2011,8:17 PM
"True love doesn`t have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I Love You!" - edwardkhoo.com
Saturday, February 05, 2011,8:00 PM
其实，我们都变了.....
Monday, January 31, 2011,7:51 PM
 Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE PINK HOUSE`11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heard a lot of people saying that we have the best banner!!! I`m so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, April 09, 2011,12:01 PM
Back To December
I'm so glad you made time to see me How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
11:41 AM
And the reason is YOU
I`m sick! and yeah, i did not go to school today!! I`m not allowed to step out of this house for the whole day.. But i feel better right now..
I started to have flu on thursday night.. I went to school on fri and have lesson for the first and second periods.. i went to the health center to sleep during the third and fourth periods.. and i thought it will be better but it did not!!!! Chu and Vicky ask me to go home to have some rest, at first i was bit confused whether i should or not.. But for some reasons, yeah i went home..
Thanks chu for accompany and helping me this and that.. because of me you did not take your lunch.. I`m so sorry.. =S Aw.. ILY. <3
Monday, April 04, 2011,11:00 PM
You`re back and i cried!
Actually i had a feeling that you`re coming back today.. But i did not know what you will show up that fast in front of me, i thought you will come and pay a visit after 1 or 2 days! when i was walking out of my class and suddenly "BOH!".. My mind really went blank!!!! And my tears started to roll down when the moment we hugged each other!! T.T DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU???!
We had supper at ren ai just now for like 1 hour.. It have been almost 3 months before our last sisters`s gathering!! But someone was absent.. Only if that someone is here it would be prefect!!!
Friday, March 25, 2011,10:56 PM
For the first time
Had 1st club meeting today! Wohoo.. What can i say.. I feel so fresh!!! Yup.. i changed my club from handicraft to self-discovery club..
Some of you must be curious why.. To tell you the truth, I`m bored of my previous club already.. Those project that they give to us are almost repeating every year.. And when i check the name list of handicraft club, only about 65 people are still in that club and i remembered last year there were about 80 people, which means around 15 to 20 people left the club.. including me.. =)
Oh well.. I like my new club, not to say love.. HAHAHAHA! i can feel how fun it could be during tshung tsin night at the back stage! hm.. maybe because i`m new!!
Can`t wait for this coming sunday! Going to Sutera with Jovie, Natalie, James, Ong, Elsa, Vicky and Angela!! We are going to play badminton! Something must be wrong with me, i have been unexpectedly active this few days!!!
Oh ya, SPM result just came out few days ago, i got 6As which i don`t know what kind of feeling i should have.. Happy? I don`t think so.. i feel so down when i saw a B+ for my A.Maths! If only i checked my paper properly, i would not missed out 4 questions.. but fine, it`s over already.. SPM is useless to me already.. Need to focus on UEC!! Aiming for at least A2 for my chem and bio!!! I wanna get scholarship!!! I wanna get into University of Otago!!!! PHARMACY!!
Tuesday, February 08, 2011,8:17 PM
"True love doesn`t have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I Love You!" - edwardkhoo.com
Saturday, February 05, 2011,8:00 PM
其实，我们都变了.....
Monday, January 31, 2011,7:51 PM
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE PINK HOUSE`11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heard a lot of people saying that we have the best banner!!! I`m so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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